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Interests: liberalism;; neon colors;; chunky jewelry;; headphones;; photobooth kisses;; hopeless romantics;; gangsters and homiis;; childhood reminiscence;; romantic comedies;; teenage drama;; reeses peanutbutter cup ice cream;; poptarts;; lipgloss;; black eyeliner;; chipsahoy;; moments of silence;; epiphanies;; cuddling;; fall;; late night phone calls;; endless lists that somehow end
Expertise: the blood brothers;; joan jett and the blackhearts;; echo screen;; my chemical romance;; daphne loves derby;; emery;; save ferris;; hellogoodbye;; jenoah;; hindsight 20/20;; matchbook romance;; antiflag;; flogging molly;; the vandals;; thursday;; amber pacific;; crash;; NOFX;; the early november;; mae;; i can make a mess like nobodies business;; the silence;; underoath;; the bank robbers;; cursive;; buzzcocks;; mindless self indulgence


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Friday, July 09, 2004

I guess I'm going on hiatus again. My mom looked at the entry about my conversation with Phylicia, and she didn't like it. So anyway, long story short, I guess I'm kind of grounded.

So leave some comments, I might be able to comment back on everyone's xangas. We'll see.

xoxo;;

Jessi

ps// These acid tears line my cheeks, engraving themselves in my cold, pale skin. The thoughts bounce on the sides of my skull, never stopping; never settling. You're too much like me. You've tainted my blood like a cheap liquor. Leaving me here was the best thing I could ask for. The pain of your silent abuse still haunts my concious mind. But I'd never end it all. The pleasure I'd give you from that does not suffice the pain of mourning strangers. Those people who said they knew me, but never actually did. I was a stranger to you, and you, but mostly you. You can't regret the past, like this muffled breath in the dark.
     Vulnerability stunts my eager spine. My words clog in my throat as I let you beat me down to the bottom. The bottom of my existance; everything I believed in. You force-feed me these stories of dispair and sadness, shoving them down my throat just as you rip my heart out of its home. My spine remains silent and unflawed, staying still through the words that echo in the harmful silence. You could never break free, and you won't allow me to leave.

That was just boredom. I'm not like... suicidal or anything. Blah.


Thursday, July 08, 2004

x  burn romance: kill me
inthexphotobooth: nono.
inthexphotobooth: well. if you insist.
x  burn romance: stab me long and hard.
inthexphotobooth: hahahahhahaah.
inthexphotobooth: with my penis.
x  burn romance: with your... dagger.
inthexphotobooth:
inthexphotobooth: so thats what you call it these days
inthexphotobooth: ooooooh.
x  burn romance: hhahaha
x  burn romance: i love you, girl
inthexphotobooth: haha my pen..dagger loves you too. gurl. <3
x  burn romance: my... vag.. PISTOL loves you also
inthexphotobooth: HOLY CRAP YOU ALMOST SAID VAGINA. *runs around in circles*
inthexphotobooth: oh gurl.
inthexphotobooth: i feel like chanting like an indian.

 

oh gurl. you're just too random.


Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Warped was awesome. Better entry coming tomorrow.

ps// Ok, so as I stated above, Warped kicked. We [Coco, Megan, & I] got there a little late, and missed My Chemical Romance, Mae, & [I think] Alkaline Trio. I was reeeeeeally mad that I missed My Chemical Romance. When we first walked in it was about 1:15, & The Early November were playing on the Teal Stage. We stood around & watched them for a little while, then decided to try to find the other stages [the SmartPunks Stage was like right at the entrance secluded off from all the other ones, but Teal & Brian Stages were huge and very easy to find.]
     So then we just cruised around until Coco stopped to listen to My American Heart. Wow ironic when they're all asian [Coco-- a fellow asian-- pointed that out, don't think I'm racist]. Actually, now it's making more sense, so just disregard the above statement. So anyway, we listened to My American Heart. The lead singer had a nice pair of jeans. I would like to own them.
     After that we went back to the main stage to listen to Thursday. We started making our way closer to the stage, & we ended up getting pretty close to them. You could see the sweat dripping down their faces. That crowd was actually really tame, compared to some others. I loved Thursday's performance, it was really energetic and well-done. & the lead singers hair is very long and sexful. *cough* I want him.
      Then we started to migrate into the crowd for Taking Back Sunday. ijurwjthgsdfjg. That's all I can say to describe that. I guess we had really bad luck & always found ourselves getting thrown around near the moshpit. At some point in the hair-ripping, someone's hand ended up in my mouth [ewww it was so gross. kjrsgerjlsdlkterjk.] Then a random dude kissed me [he was sort of good looking, so I guess it was ok]. Somehow during the duration of their third song I ended up in the middle of the moshpit. I had no clue where I was, because this crowd surfer's head had banged into mine & I was really out of it. So I was in the middle of the moshpit, happy that I could breathe [but still way confused as to why that was], when I was pushed. Then EVERYTHING fell into place. I pushed the dude back then tried to find Megan & Coco. Then something else [urhgsdfkhkrejkj.] happened, but inquire within for details of that. I don't even remember any music played by Taking Back Sunday, but my head got hit a lot [oh joy. What an amazing memory.]
      After that we were all extremely thirsty, so we waited for like 20 minutes in this line that never moved. We decided to screw it, then we walked around hoping we'd find something [we did, by the way]. Then we listened to [& this is in no particular order] Anti-Flag, Bad Religion, NOFX, Story of the Year, Coheed & Cambria, Yellowcard [ok, so I didn't exactly listen to them], New Found Glory [same, except replace didn't exactly with absolutely was against], & Flogging Molly. Then we went around and bought stuff. I got an Eighteen Visions [they didn't even play here, sucks] hoodie, some shirt, & a cd by some people I'm not quite sure the name of. We all returned for what I thought the best show of the night was, the Vandals. After they got done taking requests and whatnot, we all returned home. I was so beat. jdjfkksdhfldskfhs. But it was soooo much fun.

There's your entry. It sort of faded at the end, but my face is sunburnt, my foot has this aching blister, and I'm still beat. Deal with it.
     


Monday, July 05, 2004

Well, I'm not really going to write a long entry today, but I am going to say a couple things. I'm 85% sure I'm going to warped tour tomorrow, but my mom might say no. I hope I can though, I haven't seen Coco in forever and this would be fun to do with her. Ya, but who knows with my mom. She thinks I'll end up getting something slipped in my drink then raped. Oh well, I can cross my fingers. Will you guys too? Thanks. hahaha.

ps// My mom's letting me go, but she's going to be waaaay overprotective. I have to call her every 2 hours, and check my phone a lot to make sure she didn't call me. Then she said she might show up just to make sure I'm not doing anything bad [because she's not trusting Coco and me... nice, huh]. Oh well, at least I can go, right?
pps// Full Lineup--
North Stage:
New Found Glory
Coheed & Cambria
Taking Back Sunday
Flogging Molly
Anti-Flag
Bouncing Souls
Bad Religion
NOFX

South Stage:
Yellowcard
Thursday
Story of the Year
Atmosphere
The Sounds
Early November
The Vandals
Alkaline Trio

Volcom Stage:
Guttermouth
Go Betty Go
Letter Kills
Juliette & the Licks
God Awfuls
Pot Luck
Die Huns
The F#*K Ups
Autopilot Off

Maurice Stage:
Rise Against
The Casualties
My Chemical Romance
Hazen Street
Senses Fail
IMA Robot
Mae
The Red West

Lyman Says Stage:
Van Stone
Break Dance Vietnam
Thought Riot
The Hurt Process
Wanted Dead
Amber Pacific
Melee

Smart Punks Stage:
Underminded
From First to Last
Hidden in Plain View
Dynamite Boy
As I Lay Down
Saosin
The Matches

Ernie Ball Stage:
My American Heart
21 Rest
Cellar Door
Allotic
Monty's Fan Club



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